Saturday, May 22, 2010

When I'll Scream Your Name Out!

I know its 4.30 in the morning and im supposed to be sleeping but what the hell. Cant sleep nowadays and i really need loads of it. Oh wells.

Sigh. You know how much i miss you. You know how much i miss the way we used to talk. You know how much i miss the way your eyes used to be. You know how much i miss actually talking to you. You know how much i wished you'd tell me everything like last time. I miss times we used to talk the whole day. Now we barely talk. I miss your goodnights , goodmornings and those little moments i never realised until now. IF i had a chance to go back in time and relive these moments differently i will. Do you know how much i miss you when i hear or see you , you'll give me hope and the will to live. I miss emptiying my worldly sorrows just by talking to you. Its just not the same anymore and i doubt it'll ever be. People change. I've changed. I've regret many decisions i make but i cant turn back time, i do not have divine powers.

"You know for you i'd kill myself and paint the heavens a whiter white . Turn demons into angels. Yeah thats how great you are to me. You're the ecstasy to my pain , the sanitarium for my doubts.Your can destroy my worldy sorrows. Nothing can ever shine quite as bright as your eyes. You take my breath away. Yes that 's how much you mean to me. "

I cant remember the entire note but i think this is bits and pieces of it. It took alot of me to write that. (:

That smile of yours,
Shall be my sunstter.

Always will be,

Yet same as ever.


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There was once upon a time,

Then there was nothing.
Once again,
Your silence blocks my everything.


I thought i can be,
The key to end your loneliness.
Tried to open your heart,
And clear its emptiness.

A smile so sweet,
The symphany in your voice.
Everytime i look at you,
Your beauty shuts out every noise.


I want all the answers,
But i stilll do not know the questions.
Please end my doubts,
Because it draws me to a submission.

You know for you,
I'd still run a thousand miles.

Because I'd still do anything,
For that smile.

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I miss y
ou , trust me I really do


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