For The Days That I Fear The Air I Breathe

Oh once again. Another sad day has passed. I lay wondering when will be next day i would be happy for the entire day. I lived the past 7 months with you as the purpose of me waking up everyday. My objective was to make you smile. I still wanna do it. But you have someone else now and i feel that im just an obstacle. You might not think so but the least , i think i am. I still make an effort because I still * you. I must face the facts sooner or later. I soon will need a new purpose to live on. Im living on distractions currently. But still i feel as lonely as ever. I rarely talk to smile nowadays , maybe its because my face is so dry that it feels like paper . Maybe its the pimple cream i am using. but what the hell.

Something made me really really happy today. I FOUND MY OLD MP3 YAY! OMG. BRINGS BACK SO MANY MEMORIES :DD . DAMN COOL. Its like i was form 3 again. WEE. So carefree and happy. Okay maybe i was damn sohai. Smoker and gangster all. Stupid actually. But still. Its full of my old favourite songs. Like songs from Silverstein , AFI ,Estranged, Angels and Airwaves, Artic Monkeys ,Black Sabbath , Bowling For Soup,Hujan , Medic Droid, Limp Bizkit,Mew,System of a down , And like hundreds more lol. OH SHIT. I FEEL LIKE A KID AGAIN. WEEE!

Omg. I dont love you by mcr is soooo damn emo. I LOVED THAT SONG SHIT. WHEN YOU GO! WOULD YOU EVEN TURN TO SAY? I DONT LOVE YOU! LIKE I DID! YESTERDAY. DAMN MAN WOO. Brings memories of going to their concert in Malaysia. IT WAS FULL OF EMO PEOPLE -.- .

ANDAINYA AKU TAHU , ERTINYA DISURUH!

Shit. I feel so gay rempit ass now. Shit shit. I LOVE YOU OLD MP3! I think im gonna do my final rounds of moral then go to sleep. Haih. Dont haunt my sleeps anymore. Please

My Mp3 YAY!

Signing Off.GoodNightWorld.

Ps.Still Missing You. Sweet Dreams.