Monday, May 24, 2010

All You Brought Me Was More Bullet Holes , But Then I Will Still Repay You With My Love.

Oh what a day. Moral exams. Leaked , yet i fell asleep during exams. Stupid me didnt sleep at all the previous night. What a waste of time. Stupid exams nowadays. Its so stupid that every freaking paper is leaked. Tha is so unfair to people that actually studied (not me , Im a hypocrite ) . Haih. Everybody will get a then spm will be freaking ass tough. GOOD JOB GUYS. ASSFUCKS! WHAT YOU WANT FROM US. KNOWING THAT WE WILL BE TEMPTED TO SEE THE FREAKING LEAKS! WHY... I WANT SPM TO BE EASY ! Well. I had some coffee in Old Taste SS15 just now so i might have difficulity sleeping. Well. Today was bloody tiring so i aint talk much. Emo as ever i dont know why. I felt like some giant chunk of me got torn out from me. Thanks Shane for talking to me tonight. We had this super emo convo. About our problems and all. If you'd seen the convo. You'll be surprised.

Sigh. I want that chunk of my heart to be returned. If it does. I would feel a hell lot better. Instead of wondering all day. What The Fuck HAPPENED? What in the FUCK went wrong. It kills me to say but. I think i know. But i was too blind to see. I was stupid.

I guess Im gonna learn to sing or something and spend time with my old mp3. Hmm. Tonight i still wish the stars would somehow still spell out your name. I hope i dont have nightmares tonight D:. And shane stop trying to make me sing. .__.

Signing Off. But Still missing you. Sweet Dreams.