God Please Bless Our Imperfections Because Its All We Have Left

Maybe im being just a little too emo. I should turn it down a notch or so. I should learn to be happy again. But if i forget all of these shits , im scared that i might return to my old horny slinky dirty retarded self. Dont forget the Cigg Fagging part of me that hasnt been around for quite some time and the stupid retarded gangster part of me that dissapeared since the police incident. Sigh OH WELL. THIS IS SO ME-GAH.

Well today was as boring as ever. Woke up at 3 so nothing much to write about , maybe later tonight. Had leftover sarawak mee for breakfast / lunch. Very cold and soggy wasnt appetising but its still food. Still quite angry at Bayern Munich last night. What a bunch of fags. Useless got godly possesion but still lost to the retards called Inter Milan. So much for supporting you pieces of shits. SCREW JOSE MOURINHO! I only got 30 freaking cents left on my phone. Actually studied moral YAY! *got leak sure la* :P The Fag That Killed Us All Jose Mourinho.



Been listening to so many emo songs lately . Damn im turning suicidal D; . Now thats just gay. Love the band called Alesana lately. Freaking gay ass suicidal screamo. SHIT I USED TO HATE THESE SONGS. WHAT AM I NOW?


Alesana. Gay Ass Emo-People. ROCKS!




But i love this song's lyrics tho. Not Alesena but actually sung by a hardcore band called Rise Against! Woo. \m/

SAVIOR.

It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten
What the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them
As the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is dropping
Through the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgotten
There is no reconciliation that will put me in my place
And there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds
But seldom do these words ring true when I'm constantly failing you
Like walls that we just can't break through until we disappear

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer to the questions that you still have

But the day pressed on like crushing weights
For no man does it ever wait
Like memories of dying days
That deafen us like hurricanes
Bathed in flames we held the brand
Uncurled the fingers in your hand
Pressed into the flesh like sand
Now do you understand?

1000 miles away
There's nothing left to say
But so much left that I don't know
We never had a choice
This world is too much noise
It takes me under
It takes me under once again
I don't hate you , no.


Ps. I love hugging you Winnie the Pooh. Hugged you at least a thousand times these past few days. Love you. (: