Saturday, May 22, 2010

The Fall Behind The Horizon.

MY SECOND POST WEEEE! Boring day. All i did was stare in front of my freaking comp. Haih sitting in front of it doesnt help my leg and my backbone is aching like mother. Butts CAN actually grow big for sitting too long. Parents tried to get me to tuition but my will power let me stay :P. Had dinner at some shop near the old subang airport. I LOVE CRAB! Why must my parents shout at me everytime why must ruin my mood when i make the effort to smile? They asked me why i dont smile in front of them. ISNT IT OBVIOUS? I love them alot but its kinda annoying that they bug me with everything everytime. GAH I WANNA STAB SOMEONE ROAR! Eat shit la. Its a long way to builing myself up again. Heartaches tear me by day , Nightmares haunt me at night. What happened to my once pleasent days and peaceful nights? When did the stars i look at every night stop spelling out your name? Why leave when i claim it is love . But why stay when im the only one? Everything in the world seems to be against me. My freaking leg is killing me. I WANT MY LEG BACK. I need that something to give me hope everyday again. I need somebody to talk to again. Nobody seems close enough these days.BACKBONE ACHE! i need my bloody lipton green tea ! roar.