Ipoddy Shuffly!

C'mon Start your bidding wars! 4 Ipod Shuffles are at stake here!! OKay i aint selling below 100 bucks . I realised I havent even opened em , so , keep those bids coming. Pics will be up by tmrw , keep yourselves posted!

Okay , Big Man Alvin T is gonna join an eating competition tmrw! Everybody please come! Support him , If he wins , FREE FOOD FOR A WHOLE YEAR! YES FREE. DONT GET ME WRONG. FREEEEEEE!!

Okaym thats all. Short update. :)

Their Lyrics Flow Like Rivers, Like Poems Unwritten By Shakespear

Yes , its true. This band is my inspiration. Their lyrics live up to the name of this blog post title.

They are also known as : Alesana.

I doubt most of you dont know who are they. Their lyrics makes MCR (My chemical romance ) lyrics sound like kids stuff. They were formed in 2004 blah blah blah. Lets cut to the chase. Best band ever if you like lyrics that have a thousand hidden meanings and encrypted messages. I'll cover one of their songs one day , if i possibly scream as much as em before getting sore throat.

Here are some samples of their wonderful work.




The Artist.

What is wrong with her eyes?
A glossy stare that won't leave me be starts my blood running cold
A gaze that could make hell freeze over
I have to understand she's gone

But she's not
Don't you tell me that she is dead
Watch her lips softly move because she's still whispering to me!
And something here is not quite right

Skin so cold beneath my touch
as I brush back her hair and close her eyes
But I cannot stand to turn away
When I do, she'll be gone
It's frightening

Sweaty hands will fail to lock the door
They'll be here soon
I wish I could keep my teeth from grinding
I wish I'd stop looking behind me
Running now will only make it worse
They'll be here soon
I wish I could shake the awful feeling
I wish my mind would stop

Maybe I am crazy and my mind is trying to deceive me
As the ground vanishes I wonder,
will the sky be the next to fail me?
Paint abandons canvas
And my brush can't seem to start again from scratch
As I watch everything unravel,
Why should I even try to stop the collapse?
I won't

Shaking as I rest her body down
No one knows, only me
It's frightening

Sweaty hands will fail to lock the door
They'll be here soon
I wish I could keep my teeth from grinding
I wish I'd stop looking behind me
Running now will only make it worse
They'll be here soon
I wish I could shake the awful feeling
I wish my mind would stop

Maybe I am crazy and my mind is trying to deceive me
As the ground vanishes I wonder,
Will the sky be the next to fail me?
Paint abandons canvas
And my brush can't seem to start again from scratch
As I watch everything unravel,
Why should I even try to stop the collapse?
I won't
Why should I even try to stop the collapse?
Why should I even try...

There's a madman staring straight at me
Oh I know I've seen his face before
I am sure I've seen his face before

Maybe I am crazy and my mind is trying to deceive me
As the ground vanishes I wonder,
Will the sky be the next to fail me?
Paint abandons canvas
And my brush can't seem to start again from scratch
As I watch everything unravel,
Why should I even try to stop the collapse?

The Thespian.

Baby! why are you doing this to me?
Sweetheart! are those your eyes staring straight back at me?
Angel! I see your smile everywhere!
Darling! stop!

Night falls and I'm running in circles
I'm being chased by my imagination

Tell me I'm forgiven say you'll always be mine
Say that everything is over, tell me I'm fine...
No one deserves to live like this!

I touch your lips and stare in your eyes
You smile and it makes me fly
You are the reason my heart beats
Tonight it's just you and me...

Night as dark as my thoughts sets the scene for my return
Lightning nips at my heels as I race home
Wearily I stagger towards the song of her pale voice
Demons jeer my attempt to be free

Tell me I'm forgiven say you'll always be mine
Say that everything is over, tell me I'm fine...
No one deserves to live like this!

I touch your lips and stare in your eyes
You smile and it makes me fly
You are the reason my heart beats
Tonight it's just you and me...

Windows cast her gentle reflection
Her somber silhouette dances for me
Dear God, it's her!

Look at you, you miserable fool!
Get off your knees, your prayers fall upon deaf ears
Gods turned his back on you, heavens gates are shut
And now you're knocking on the devils door!

I've been expecting you for some time, sir
Allow me to introduce myself
I'm the one who pulls on all the strings, son
You're lucky I don't kill you where you stand!

This can't be real
Tonight I raise my glass
There's nothing left
For I know it's time to move on
All hope has failed
My patience will not last
I've lost my soul
Tomorrow I will be gone

And my personal favourite.
Beautiful In Blue.

Silence screams, "you're just so beautiful in blue"
Breathless stares escape your undying eyes
Are you blind to my sorrow and sympathy?
A piece of me will die with your last breath...
This will all be over soon for you are so lost inside
Glazed eyes long for the waves' embrace
Drawn to an end so near...

Far away are days when you smiled just to hear my voice
Why are you trying to run away?
My love, I can't find the words to tell you...

Drown all of your fantasies with your final broken promise
Silent angel crashes through sky, having lost sight of the stars

Regail me with your tales of lonely, bittersweet loss
Giving up comes to easy when hope is gone
I'll walk away so you can choke on your dying breath
But if you side against me, to hell with you...

Far away are days when you smiled just to hear my voice
Why are you trying to run away?
My love, I can't find the words to tell you...

The fear has stolen her heart as she wakes from her dream
Treacherous ink finds her lungs, seizing her screams
Numb hands now reach too late to take back the light

Far away are days when you smiled just to hear my voice
Why are you trying to run away?
My love, I can't find the words to tell you...
Far away are days when you smiled...
Seas cry out butchering this tragic soul without hope
Their frailty is broken and now fades into the blue...




Okay Thats All for now. Hope you guys enjoy the screamings, or not .

My Fist , Your Mouth , Her Scars.

This is only gonna be a short post only sadly. So , Nothing much has happened lately , only the fact that is sleep like 23 hours a day!

Hurrah! Arsenal Whooped Shaktar Donetsk's ass 5-1 Woohoo! Great show of exquisite skill and class by Arsenal! hehe , All Arsenal fans pay tribute to Eduardo Da Silva! Scored against Arsenal at the Emirates for the 1st time.

Okay , lately i've just been soo lonely. Only been hanging out with Haseef. My rocker buddy! :DD . Gonna record a new single soon. From Dodo. Our 2 man band. Rawr. ALBUM IN STORES SOON!

HeheHuhu. Weelalalalololele. I dont know what to say anymore. Bored and lonely. Someone come and teman me laa :(

Btw , my cravings for the elusive Ramlies are back (Ramly+Brownies)
Disgusting huh.


This song is so stuck in my head right now. Whee. :DD

Close Your Eyes, Listen To My Voice, Its My Disguise , Im By Your Side. (:

Okay! I went to Lick Hung yesterday  for this carnival thingy! So many bad memories , the tortures and my silent screams through the halls still ring clear. Sigh , was i the only kid who boycotted homework? Teachers there do hate me tho. There , im like public enemy number 1. For the whole of standard 5 and 6 teachers barred me from going going to recess , mind touching the canteen. I know , i know , i was a pretty sad kid. Instead of recess, i had extra homework doing time in the "torture chamber". The room that has only 4 walls and a light , no windows , no fan , 2 rows of chairs , 1 table. Humid and pain while i did my homework reluctantly. Sigh , my primary days are scarred with teachers whacking me with giant canes. Once both my hands were whacked till bruised and swollen , making me unable to write , BUT , still i was forced to do my homework , i even begged for mercy. Ouch right. Okay , maybe i exaggerated a little too much there. But i had been whacked by a cane 100 times per hand before. Now my hands are forever immune.

Well, No Pain, No Gain.

Oh yeah , back to the carnival , was boring for me cause i only had a little time. MY SO CALLED "COUSIN" DESMOND TANG called me a paedophile. Maybe its because of my reddish hair and strutting about with a fake LV bag. Rawr. Really ? Me? Paedophile? SERIOUSLY? Well. i got a challenge to take pics with random girls which failed really badly cause of a fail photographer named LEON JIE. YES, all the blame is on you leon.

Oh , well. The only pic i took was with my new shy friend , Carmen Beh!

Oh sweet ! Please do mind the title , i know its cheesy! Wheee! KIDS! You know what time it is? Its Tang's weirdly Cheesy poems time! Rawr!

Okay , Im gonna post up some of my old works hope you guys like it! (and no , this time , the poems refers to nobody.)

Without you,
love will only be an illusion,
the thought of things you do,
i'll be sorrowed cause of everything's intrusion.

why does every step you take away from me,
the footsteps get louder,
maybe its just the thoughts of you,
that makes my heart closer.

take a step away,
watch the city in my heart burn,
all the mistakes i made,
maybe its something i'll never learn.

broken promises,
maybe its just love's deceit,
break myself,
shattered hopes fall down my feet.

i cant live without you,
why cant you stay for a while
dont go,
because all i want is to live for a while.

as days fade,
i want you to know how much you mean to me,
my angel,
i hope one day you will see.

i cherish every moment,
but sometimes i dont show,
i love you so,
That, I want you to know.

Hehe Huhu , i know so sweet rightt?? Yeah , i draw inspiration from what  i see. I think of myself as a overly cheesy poet. Well, I cant get any inspiration now cause , im away from all these stuff. I'd rather keep it cool for a while. Whee. No unwanted surprises i hope.

Aww. Oh Well.

Sigh , Spm is near and im still doing crap. What a sad lazy kid i turned out to be. 

Oh well , thats all for today! :)

The Face Behind That Face

Oh another lovely day for futsal! SS18 court. Definitely NOT my homeground. No stamina , cant play well. At least i scored a goal! After my horrific leg injury, caused by myself ( and maybe abit of nazrin's fault) OH WELL. I actually improved ALOT after getting injured, now i feel that my leg seems a little of a tad faster , but my reactions still sucks.




Went for a little pool and dota at Asia Cafe too.



Cant wait for the futsal tournament this Sunday!



Finally solved some of my financial problems.


I crave for green tea ice cream and only green tea ice cream. I HATE OTHER FLAVOURS . GIMME GREEN TEA! (good for my complexion)



And now , i have this lovely song. Love the lyrics so much . So meaningful


I swear that you don't have to go, I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms and spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you (I had in you)

Too late, I'm sure, and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now, against me
You know the words, so sing along for me baby
For Heaven's sake, I know you're sorry, but you wont stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying, with my heart beside me, in shattered pieces that, may never be replaced
And if I died right now, you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across your key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us, not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I give my heart as an offering (An offering)

Too late, I'm sure, and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be, here now
Against me
You know the words, so sing along for me baby
For Heaven's sake, I know you're sorry, but you wont stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying, with my heart beside me, In shattered pieces that, may never be replaced
And if I died right now, you'd never be the same

And I... Will always... Remember you as, you are right now to me
And I... Will always... Remember you now, remember you now...
Oh...
So sleep alone tonight
With no one here just by your side
Sleep alone tonight
How does he feel? How does he kiss?
How does he taste while he's on your lips?
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you, I want to
But I can't forget you
So when this is over, don't blow your composure, baby
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you, I want to
But I can't forget you
So when this is over don't blow your composure, baby
I can't forget you...
I know you want me to want you, I want to...

Sleeping Beauty

Lovely Song! I fell in love with the song immediately !

Lala, i know they look emo , but still! RAWR.




Fearless, sleepless under stars
Love pulls us back into our hearts
Everlasting love ripped us apart
How can we fix our broken hearts?

Oh no, don't go my shooting star
These flashbacks drag me to the start
This time we've pulled our hearts apart
How can we fix our broken hearts?

Today's the day to take away our hearts
To find a way to make a change in love
Tonight's the night to wipe away our scars
To find a way to fix our broken hearts

How can it be this hard?
Far away is just too far
For my broken heart (my broken heart)
So wake up Sleeping Beauty
I'll love you today and kill you tomorrow (I kill you)

How can it be this hard?
Far away is just too far
For my broken heart (my broken heart)
So wake up Sleeping Beauty
I'll love you today and kill you

Away from hope, so close to hate
Away from love, away from fate
Away from hope, so close to hate
Away from love, away from fate

How can it be this hard?
Far away is just too far
For my broken heart (my broken heart)
So wake up Sleeping Beauty
I'll love you today and kill you tomorrow (I kill you)

How can it be this hard?
Far away is just too far
For my broken heart (my broken heart)
So wake up Sleeping Beauty
I'll love you today and kill you tomorrow.

This World Needs No Introduction...

Oh well. Another day passes so quickly. How i wish it was spm already. Cant wait for the freedom and happiness that awaits me on the otherside of the rainbow. Sigh , restlessness is kicking in. By the way. Im gonna do foundation in taylor's next year. Foundation in business. Not something i wanted , but oh well. Parents want me to do it. After that im off ot London. But all i want is to stay in Malaysia , land of nasi lemak and roti canai. Gorge on mamak food until late nights where there is ramly burgers to keep me company. Sweet! Im afraid when i come back from London i'll gain the english accent. Where i would speak like this. "Would you like a cup of tea?" or " Would you like sugar to that coffee?". Rawr.

Oh well. I cant wait for prom . Got a lovely date :P. And after prom. MY BIRTHDAY AFTERPARTY! RAWR. Everone and anyone is invited . I think it would most slightly be at ChillOut at Subang Parade cause its like 5 mins walk from Empire? Much much easier for people instead of MOS or Mist. Lalala.

Okay , i saw this super imba lyrics. Damn sweet. Okay , only korean fans would understand this tho. Unfortunately , im not one but i still got to know it thru someone. Enjoy!






Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don't answer anything as I cry out "I miss you"
I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and live
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly
Always be happy with him, I won't ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won't be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous
You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

I hope your heart feels relieved
Please forget about me and live
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by
It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you .




IM GONNA BE THERE SOON! LONDON! How beautiful the place is. (:

Im gonna be a super smexy Businessman one day. Watch out world. Cause im gonna cause the 4th economic meltdown. THE GREAT DEPRESSION IS COMING AGAIN CAUSE OF ME! Rawr :D

Waiting Under Dark Clouds For The Rain, Hoping Lightning Strikes A Change.

Okay. Recap of the last two days. 1 Word. Exciting! :D . Friday i went for paintball with nazrin , teksoon , chan tong , soh , leon jie , alvin wong , alvin teoh , donson and hong joo. Painful experience. Got shot 7 times , still blue black. Aftert hat went for snowflakes which was surprisingly tasty for TAIWANESE dessert. eeyer , taiwanese. then we went for pool . since when alvin wong got so good! ZZ. Imba. okay. This is getting boring. Pics first , then we continue to maybe something thats more interesting ( for those people who likes all my emo stufff lol! )



I know i've gained weight la ZZ. DONT REMIND ME , IM WORKING ON IT!



Okay lets go to the emo part. ZZ. hate it. Okay , time for a confession.


I admit it , i've been conspiring and scheming against you. I wished and hopeed that you two wouldnt work out. Maybe what vivien said was right. Maybe i just wanted revenge , maybe i didnt have the guts to admit that i havent let go. I realised that i am so pathetic. I wished i hoped that you both would fail but it didnt happen. Now i see. That you both are so happy together . And nothing i can do can tear you guys apart. Well jealousy could be the end of me.

Okay, few days ago. I had a dream. I'd dreamed that i would live miserably with all those things kept inside of mr , affecting my future, my family. So now, i have to say this. Im sick and tired of planning, im sick and tired of scheming , im sick of keeping all those stuff locked inside of me. I told myself. That i should just let it go and support you guys instead. I've got my own problems to worry about. Ugh. Beautiful as you are, the chase is not worth the price. Its better that distances are kept and boundaries in check. The term friends would do fine.

In alvin wong's words : even though i dont talk to you nowadays , my care for you still lives. I know kinda corny , but i really like it (:

Im not being mean. Im just being honest.

We drive tonight,
And you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
Like we've known each other forever.
The time flies by,
With the sound of your voice.
Its close to paradise,
With the end surely near.
And if i could only stop the car
And hold onto you,
And never let go
I'll never let go
As we round the corner
To your house
You turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawal of you
For this one night we have spent."
And, i want to speak these words
But i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
And accept "someday, somehow"
As the words that we'll hang from.

And i , i don't want to speak these words.
cause i , i don't want to make things any worse.

Why does tonight, have to end?
Why don't we hit restart,
And pause it at our favorite parts.
We'll skip the goodbyes.
If i had it my way,
I'd turn the car around and runaway,
Just you and i.

TigerLily ♥



Oh. Enough of the emo-ness. Lets be happy and fly away like butterflies :D !

Special note for a certain friend of mine: Be brave, be strong. Wait , you dont have to , cause i know you are. (:

Rawr.