Okay. I have to admit that yes i still do very stupid things. Today. I stuffed a lighted cigaratte right into my middle finger. Damn freaking pain. Its gonna leave a mark :( . Sigh. What i did today? Nothing. I feel useless like shit. Laying down on the bed like an idiot. Hugging my winnie. Guess thats the closest thing to me now. Besides my guitar WHICH I ALSO HUG. I feel lonely as ever nowadays. My days are empty. My phone is no longer with me all the time. I feel terrible. I miss old times. I miss filling my days with emotions like happiness, sadness or something , at least i felt something. Now its just empty. Its just not the same anymore. It'll never be the same anymore. MY finger hurt like shit okay. It got this giant blister on it CRAP. AND HELL ITS GONNA LEAVE A SCAR.Oh wells. Emo time. :'( .
I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died, we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...
Ever...
Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me.
Is it my turn to die?
My heart is pounding as I say goodbye
So now I dance in the flames
I love you crying and screaming my name
You said that we’d be forever
How could you kill me and lie to my face
Now that we can’t be together
There’s just no hope for our final embrace
So here we are, I’m in your head
I’m in your heart!!!
If you were here I'd never have a fear.
So go on live your life.
But I miss you more than I did yesterday.
You're so far away.
So c'mon show me how.
'Cause I mean this more than words can ever say.
You're beautiful!
Well I'm a total wreck and almost every day.
Like the firing squad or the mess you made.
Well don't I look pretty walking down the street.
In the best damn shirt I own?
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Goodnight , Missing you more with every passing second.
