Life's been down lately though. Alot of complications came my way. And im trying to give my lall to solve every single one of them. I dont know why this things are happening but, yeah. Life what , WHAT TO DO? Threw shit at me , got some flowers back , now shits are puring again . Haha , some metaphors! :DD
I havent been posting any emo stuff lately , so here comes the emo that has been gone so long! LET IT POUR!
Okay , it starts with...
Here's a story about a guy (Guy A). This guy met this girl. Little did he know would become a big part of his life. Didnt like her at first. Thought she was like any other stuck up girl. This guy wanted to stay away , his friends all tell him so. HE didnt , he kept on talking and getting to know this girl. And yeah , he proved himself wrong , this girl wasnt no stuck up girl , she was an angel. He couldnt believe he could ever meet someone like her. He was ecstatic. He was a lonely guy. His friends were all working that time , but he got fired so he was alone . His friends were kinda busy so he did not go to bother them. So everyday he would look for her name on msn and talk to her instead. He felt a lot less lonely. He felt happy that someone like her would actually talk to him and accompany him.
Weeks past and the guy started falling for her. He would long for her texts everyday , he would think of her everyday befoer going off to sleep and she would appear in his mind first thing in the morning. Special she was to him , very special. Because he hasnt known anyone who would ever treat him the same way she did. She made him feel loved and needed. Something really rare for him , because outside of the family , he doesnt know anyone that would do the same. But his friends warned him , saying that this will only end in tears. They warned him to never fall for her , but their words came a little too late. He was already in love. Everyday , his aim is to make her smile. Her loved her smile. Sweet like an angel's they were to him. He loved it when she laughed and smiled. Because. He loved it when she was happy. And he told himself that he would do everything to keep it that way. A smile from her would make his day.
Months later. Another guy came along (Guy B) . So , well. He was a friend of Guy A. Guy A introduced him to her. Little did he know Guy B would fall for her. From that moment on , everything changed.
So , Guy A was as usual , trying everything to keep her smile going everyday. He started to love her more than anybody else. Well , he was just feeling the bliss of love because he doenst feel it often. He enjoyed every single bit of it. But , little by little , Guy B was getting closer and closer to her. Guy A knws but he did not stop it because he made her happy too , and above all else, Guy A wants her to be happy.
Guy A. He was tired, but he loved her . So , he still tried everything to be there for her for every second. He would run to her house just to give give her medicine because she had sore throat. He would do anything for her. (To me now , this guy was an idiot. Blinded by false promises of love.)
But soon, Guy B was getting closer by the minute . He was good. Guy A was jealous of course. Silently jealous. But still , he does not speak a word. He still believed his patience would pay off. ( WHAT A FOOL) .
Day by day , he grows weary. He knew he cant take the pain , but he still went on. He took everything in. He would look at them hugging from afar , while he waited for his , which never came. He would take long looks. He stand , stare and wait. He got hurt pretty badly , but he didnt care. His reason? Because he was able to see her happy. Above all else , he still wanted her to be happy , regardless of what pain he felt.
Then , the worst month came, She came to tell Guy A that she has fallen for Guy B. He was lost , his heart stopped. He did not know what to do. He wanted a way , but he couldnt find any, he was at a total lost. But he kept going. He didnt care , he believed he could still stand a chance. He still loved her. HE gave his all to keep her there.
Soon , he couldnt stand the pain any longer. He made a decision that , his patience cant win her heart because it was already been won. He gave up. He decided things would go on better without him anymore.
The End.
Rawr.
Ps. That Guy A is me. (:
Its a wonder, i dont mind playing guitar to a crowd, but when i try i sing and play to you , i cant seem to do anything. (:
