Darling , I always wished that i was the on who can keep you smiling but then i wasnt the reason the smile in your sleep, i always wished that i was the one that can give you everything , i always wished that i could be the one that you boast to your friends about , i always wished that I was the one who sings you to sleep. I used to wish that you'll tell your friends that no one knows you like I do and that you'll do the same I'll tell you how I took one straight to the heart when you talk about your other boyfriends , and that i'll pretend that i didnt feel a thing.
And then one day my wishes came true as i wished on a shooting star , I promise i'll hold you close in my arms , close in my heart , till the day heaven calls. Darling i love you so much , the reason that keeps me smiling , the reason why i wake up every morning smiling , the reason that keeps me going. The times when we're down , the moments when we're holding each other like we're gonna hold each other forever , the hugs where we'll never let go , the kisses that we wished that'll last forever. the times where I held my world in my arms . I'll carry you this way all the way to the grave baby!
Okay , today I have a spontaneous and totally random thing for my one and only.
Here's the thing , i suddenly thought of writing a song and the lyrics just flew into my mind , i know im not a good singer , nor am i a good guitarist , but i really wanted to play this song and share it out , even though i just used my phone to record it , i hope you get to listen it properly though , even if you dont the lyrics are below. And yeah if you're guessing i stole the intro from some indonesian song :P
I wish that I could be someone that you need Someone that you want But I’m not I’m not I’m alone and I’m weak Afraid of everything So could you turn away from me?
I thought I’d stand my ground And shield you from the crowd But as the panic spread I lost your hand I crept off like a rat A coward in the black So could you turn away from me?
When this goes, one more time You know I will, stand I’ll stand I wait for you
Don't look now, I’m not there Don’t look now I’m already gone already gone You might find I’m a mess You might find I’ll let you down let you down
When this goes around, one more time I know I will, stand I'll stand And I'll stretch my eyes, across the sky And where you are I’ll be there
Well , Its been so long since I've been blogging but this is a post made for my special someone :) . Well its like a fairytale story for me , its like we've known each other for so long and somehow after so many years of seeing and knowing each other , but not talking to each other maybe because I was too shy . Imaginary couple at the age of 7 made by our parents. I've fallen in love with my childhood friend , my best friend. She might be my first but i have a feeling she will also be my last. I might be an amateur in relationships and how to deal with problems and all but I'm sure of 1 thing and that is I'm in love with this angel that was sent to me. Never did i thought that one day she would be mine , never did i thought when i was younger when i was sitting across the table and wondering who the hell was that pretty girl that was sitting there and then a few years later she would be in my arms. When I first started to get close to her around a year back , i realized something , i have this hunch inside me to go for her because she might be the one, but i was scared , i was scared that she will turn out like the others who breaks me , i was scared to lose a childhood friend i just found and i just kept quiet about my feelings. It took me a year and 2 relationships of hers to finally get my chance , which i took it with everything i got . It might not have started as well as I imagined it because of some interference from some friends , but I dont care because i just think is something like an obstacle or challenge thrown at us and we will go through it. People think it as easy come easy go , people think we're going too fast , so are you all saying that it was easy looking at the person i love go thru 2 relationships , being happy , for me keeping my feelings to myself and telling her that those guys are the one because she seemed so happy with them? Sacrificing my own happiness for the sake of hers? Think about it , if that was easy why not putting yourself in my shoes.
Ricky was a young boy, He had a heart of stone. Lived 9 to 5 and worked his fingers to the bone. Just barely out of school, came from the edge of town. Fought like a switchblade so no one could take him down, nooo He had no money, oooh no good at home. He walked the streets a soldier and he fought the world alone
18 and life. You got it 18 and life you know Your crime is time and it's 18 and life to go
18 and life You got it 18 and life you know Your crime is time and it's 18 and life to go
Tequila in his heartbeat, His veins burned gasoline. It kept his motor running but it never kept him clean. They say he loved adventure, "Ricky's the wild one." He married trouble and had a courtship with a gun. Bang Bang Shoot 'em up, The party never ends. You can't think of dying when the bottle's your best friend And now it's
18 and life You got it 18 and life you know Your crime is time and it's 18 and life to go
18 and life You got it 18 and life you know Your crime is time and it's 18 and life to go
"Accidents will happen" they all heard Ricky say He fired his six-shot to the wind that blew a child away.
18 and life You got it 18 and life you know Your crime is time and it's 18 and life to go
18 and life You got it 18 and life you know Your crime is time and it's 18 and life to go
Yes i am shortly back to blogging. Maybe because I have too many sleepless nights. Pressure is piling on me as my final exams are close , i do not give a shit about studying actually , all i want is to live to the fullest , and not stuck in an air-cond room everyday to learn stuff I will almost never use in the future just to get a shitty piece of paper called a "degree".
Sometimes i feel life is pointless , we live we die , whats the point of living when you cant enjoy half of the time you have left. Some people should learn to live it to the fullest. And that is not gaining knowledge in a classroom , it should be gained while exploring the world , while learning from real life experiences , not taught from other people's experiences and mistakes but your own. Life is becoming too complicated. People of the younger generation nowadays only fuss about 2 things , exams and crappy relationships. I mean , what the fuck are you thinking? There's so much more to life. The older generation only cares about making money and how to teach their children to make money by sending them to colleges to get fancy degrees so that hey can be proud of us and show off to people about how good their sons/daughters are. What about our life? Our life is built only to satisfy others but not ourselves. When are the days where self satisfaction is key?
They say self satisfaction is selfish , but if we are made to satisfy others, whats the point of living? Whats the point of living for the sake of others? The world is a weird place to live in nowadays and hopefully i wont live to see the situation worsen. I'd rather die than to live in a world full of weird mindsets and complicated but pointless objectives to live. Some youths think "love" and exams are the thing to die for , Well , fuck them , they do not know the meaning of living , pointless mindfucked people , mindfucked by the society around us , the weird culture.
A show of hands, who has said these words before With a show of hearts on the floor, who has ever meant them more Well I'll swallow my pride if you'll stay for the years And watch me spin circles as I disappear Hearts, they don't lie they just quiver in fear As you say Tonight we, forget everything And stay the night If I was wrong then I'm sorry I'll stop this fight For the night And this empty space left in the seat To my right where you should be says a lot Don't let it say goodbye And today I know that tomorrow is going to shine golden and bring our hearts back home And today meant nothing, because youre gone And I swear that this meant everything to me, because my hearts not home.
Okay , my blog is like super dead nowadays cause i dont have anything to blog about. So imma do one of my classic emo posts.
So yeah, wondering what happened? I fell for the wrong girl again. It was super accidental. I really didnt want it to happen but it did. But i dont look back and regret , i dont live life with remorse. I did the worst mistake a guy could ever do. My mind was all mashed up and i did stupid things and i screwed everything up. All i wanted was to taste valentine's for at least once in my life. Maybe this is not the year.
Its true , i have loads of close friends that are girls , and i love em alot , they're wonderful , really. They are always there when im down , great friends indeed.
But. I really dont wanna ask much..or sound despo , but , but , i want someone that i could share all my problem with , a person i could sit down and talk for hours with , someone i could take for a walk in the park , or share with her a pint of icecream , watch a movie or have a quiet candlelit dinner with. Take care of her when she's sick , give her a different flower everytime we go out just to look at that smile on her face. Ah , how i long for that special girl to come someday.
Shit , im going really heavy on the ciggarettes nowadays , really bad for my health , but what the hell.
Oh well , enough emo-ness for today , tomorrow will hold better things . All i have to do is smile. :)
So i guess im having another emo post i guess. I dont understand why i gotta have em. Well, i havent been blogging lately cause well i have been adapting to college life. I missed times where i used to update it every day , well mostly cause i was such a sad kid. I dont take comfort in feeling sad anymore, i dont wanna feel sad , but there are moments where i miss you , i really do. Times when i reflect on what i've done , i know im not special or anthing , but it well , i can say you were special to me. I re-read my old blog posts and seriously , smetimes i feeel like just crying but , time waits for no man and i have to move forward. Guess i never really got over you. I missed times when i still can belive that when you said no , it'll sound like try again and i'll pick myself up and tried my best. Guess my best wasnt good enough. Wasnt special enough i guess. But what hurt me the most , well , you had me believe in something that is never gonna happen , I could've saved myself alot of pain and time if you were a lil more straightforward. Well history is history and i'd pray it never repeats itself.
You know what , im actually like half dead inside everyday , trying to smeli way way through every freaking day. Sick and tired , never recovered from the flu and cough i caught in japan , hope its not h1n1 or some shit. My usual sleeping time perday is like 3-4 hours , i have realy bad insomnia nowadays, and god dammit do i feel lonely. I have a ton of friends , but none of them i can actually speak to quietly and expres myself personally. I dont have that person that i can talk everything and anything to. Maybe a few come close but yeah. cant really express myself personally , i portray infront of you someone you want to see , not the real me , minus the cigarette fagging part. But if were that someone would come , i'd give up a billlion cigarettes or a billlion dota games for that someone , Serious Shit.
I guess i'll just spend more time talking to myself.
I feel like smothering someone , like seriously :)
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Surely you can take some comfort
Knowing that you're mine
Just hold me tight, lay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time
I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?
Let me be the one who never leaves
You all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling
That I'm on my own
Hold me too tight stay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time
When I'm alone time goes so slow
I need you here with me
and how my mistakes have made
Your heart break
Still I need you here with me
Baby I'm here.
Hee :D , i know im cheesy. Just wanted to show off a lil bit :P.
I took her out, it was a Friday night
I wore cologne to get the feeling right
We started makin' out and she took off my pants
But then, I turned on the TV
And that's about the time she walked away from me
Nobody likes you when you're 23
And are still more amused by TV shows
What the hell, is ADD, my friends say I should act my age
What's my age again?
What's my age again?
Then later on, on the drive home
I called her mom from a payphone
I said I was the cops and your husband's in jail
This state looks down on sodomy
And that's about the time that bitch hung up on me
Nobody likes you when you're 23
And are still more amused by prank phone calls
What the hell is call ID, my friends say I should act my age
What's my age again?
What's my age again?
And that's about the time she walked away from me
Nobody likes you when you're 23
And you still act like you're in freshman year
What the hell is wrong with me, my friends say I should act my age
What's my age again?
That's about the time that she broke up with me (what's my age again?)
No one should take themselves so seriously
With many years ahead to fall in line
Why would you wish that in me, I'll never wanna ct my age
What's my age again?
Sweet! another year has come and pass , there goes high school. Sigh , i wish high school never ends, all the times scaling walls and climbing out thru the padang fences. Smoking outside in the lorong with the gang. Although i try to reduce and quit it eventually :) . Yes , i started when i was form 1 with my bestfriend back then , Yong Hui. Bad habit , dont smoke , bad for health. Yes , people come and go , and there are freinds that i intend to keep for life. Yes , you know who you are. Well , this year , im glad to say i found out who my true friends are. And even though i've ben thru more fail romances this year than i did my whole entire secondary life , im glad i met those people. One even ended up being like one of my best friends. Im really gonna miss SMKSU. C'mon man , where else can you kick a vending machine and get 4 ice lemon teas for the price of 1? Where else can you sleep in class get scolded , and well sleeep again. Dodging discipline teachers in the doorways has become an art , a skill you must hone and sharpen. In the earlier days i got myself into deepshit , luckily i've changed for the better but still , my yearly attendance , lets just say im lucky to be in school two thrids of the time. Now im worrying my socks off because i didnt study for spm at all , hoping i would get enough for college. And for those who shits around behind my back , screw you because i know who you are , cant believe my ears when i heard. One day karma would eat your asses , you'll see. :)
Now , who can forget this moment in time :D
Okay , im tired of posting pics so...Watch these retarded vids i made when i was "suicidal" after some news. And i was partly high. Retarded Tang Part 1 Retarded Tang Part 2
BESIDES THAT.
Most important thing i learned this year.
Bro Code Chapter One;
BROS BEFORE HOES.
Never choose a girl over your bro , i've done so many times and i regret it every single time. Never ever choose a girl over a bro.
Its been a while since my last post. Been making use of my new found freedom. Hee :D . Yes i cant believe that i'll be the loser who gets sick and injured during christmas , but the christmas spirit in me has kept me going , went out for 2 whole days even tho my head is like being poked by bamboo sticks. So far , i can say life's been fair to me. Happy to be able to conclude that for once ;) .
Okay just wanna go thru a little about prom. 4 days before prom , my prom date got well , a boyfriend and it was really inappropraite for her to go with me , so yeah. Maybe some supernatural powers were at work because i found an even prom date , i think. Thank you again. Well , after prom was just crazy , my good friend Jeremy got so drunk , he practically walked into a pillar without noticing it. He slept over with me , hope im still not touched anywhere. And woke up with him poking my face. Weirdest thing ever. Freaky.
The Dudes
Yes, we look like a mafia gang or something.
Charissa , my prom date
Yes , we were already drunk
Rayna and me
With my sis :D , oh i look so blur here.
Oh and thennnnnnnnnnnnnn, I got invited by john to a xmas party with his cell group and loads of other friends.
Yes , we do look cool.
Love you dudes man :D
Sigh , im gonna miss you guys so much. Yes , i am getting emotional. I'll save that for later , a new post for 2010. :)
Yes, I am finally back after a month of absence . yes , this post stays true to its titile, someone there is driving me crazy! okay enough about that. Well , lets summarise what happened after spm. Went pyramid , ate papa john's watched the social network with gibby ee while others watched harry potter. Blloody good show , The Social Network ,5 stars! Blah bblah blah , went cc until 2 am after that . Ended up sleeping in nehe's house. WAIT BEST PART! we played an epic game of saidina (Malaysian Monopoly) Crap this is getting boring . ._. Woohoo! Popping bottles in the ice , Like a blizzard! :D
Well , i fell in love with a band called Adept. Lovely hardcore vocals!
Teehee :D
A dance beneath the sparkling sky,
The silent touch of vivid grace.
Your hand fits mine like a perfect match.
We kids in lust and the night is young
The dance that we share will guide the way.
The unforgettable romance.
You whisper "hope" like no one else.
But only for tonight.
I am the bullet in your gun
You've had me loaded since day one
So play your cards right girl,
This beating heart is yours to break!
This soldier surrenders,
Don't hesitate now,
This is what you wanted all along.
With steady hands she makes her aim
She locks and loads are you in her way?
Her smile hits the mark.
She has those gorgeous piercing eyes,
Red coloured lips that suck you dry
She is so fashion!
Her words might seem to make things right,
But she will walk on your hopes and dreams tonight.
She is so fashion!
She's deadly fashion!
She's been the talk of our town.
So we all know that her words are poison
She'll fake a smile when the timings right
But that cunt will stab you in the back
Her eyes are set to make the top.
She spread legs like a swing-door opens up
My bad, I started this rumour,
That you sell your mouth for a dollar!
And if I know her right, that precious little whore,
She's on her back screaming out for more.
So if I know her right, that precious little whore,
She's screaming
Her smile hits the mark
With steady hands she takes her aim
She locks and loads, are you in her way?
Lyrics that can kill a girl c:
So, how's life? Lovely! Everything s so flowery and nice now. I cant wait till December 20! :D
C'mon Start your bidding wars! 4 Ipod Shuffles are at stake here!! OKay i aint selling below 100 bucks . I realised I havent even opened em , so , keep those bids coming. Pics will be up by tmrw , keep yourselves posted!
Okay , Big Man Alvin T is gonna join an eating competition tmrw! Everybody please come! Support him , If he wins , FREE FOOD FOR A WHOLE YEAR! YES FREE. DONT GET ME WRONG. FREEEEEEE!!
Yes , its true. This band is my inspiration. Their lyrics live up to the name of this blog post title.
They are also known as : Alesana.
I doubt most of you dont know who are they. Their lyrics makes MCR (My chemical romance ) lyrics sound like kids stuff. They were formed in 2004 blah blah blah. Lets cut to the chase. Best band ever if you like lyrics that have a thousand hidden meanings and encrypted messages. I'll cover one of their songs one day , if i possibly scream as much as em before getting sore throat.
Here are some samples of their wonderful work.
The Artist.
What is wrong with her eyes?
A glossy stare that won't leave me be starts my blood running cold
A gaze that could make hell freeze over
I have to understand she's gone
But she's not
Don't you tell me that she is dead
Watch her lips softly move because she's still whispering to me!
And something here is not quite right
Skin so cold beneath my touch
as I brush back her hair and close her eyes
But I cannot stand to turn away
When I do, she'll be gone
It's frightening
Sweaty hands will fail to lock the door
They'll be here soon
I wish I could keep my teeth from grinding
I wish I'd stop looking behind me
Running now will only make it worse
They'll be here soon
I wish I could shake the awful feeling
I wish my mind would stop
Maybe I am crazy and my mind is trying to deceive me
As the ground vanishes I wonder,
will the sky be the next to fail me?
Paint abandons canvas
And my brush can't seem to start again from scratch
As I watch everything unravel,
Why should I even try to stop the collapse?
I won't
Shaking as I rest her body down
No one knows, only me
It's frightening
Sweaty hands will fail to lock the door
They'll be here soon
I wish I could keep my teeth from grinding
I wish I'd stop looking behind me
Running now will only make it worse
They'll be here soon
I wish I could shake the awful feeling
I wish my mind would stop
Maybe I am crazy and my mind is trying to deceive me
As the ground vanishes I wonder,
Will the sky be the next to fail me?
Paint abandons canvas
And my brush can't seem to start again from scratch
As I watch everything unravel,
Why should I even try to stop the collapse?
I won't
Why should I even try to stop the collapse?
Why should I even try...
There's a madman staring straight at me
Oh I know I've seen his face before
I am sure I've seen his face before
Maybe I am crazy and my mind is trying to deceive me
As the ground vanishes I wonder,
Will the sky be the next to fail me?
Paint abandons canvas
And my brush can't seem to start again from scratch
As I watch everything unravel,
Why should I even try to stop the collapse?
The Thespian.
Baby! why are you doing this to me?
Sweetheart! are those your eyes staring straight back at me?
Angel! I see your smile everywhere!
Darling! stop!
Night falls and I'm running in circles
I'm being chased by my imagination
Tell me I'm forgiven say you'll always be mine
Say that everything is over, tell me I'm fine...
No one deserves to live like this!
I touch your lips and stare in your eyes
You smile and it makes me fly
You are the reason my heart beats
Tonight it's just you and me...
Night as dark as my thoughts sets the scene for my return
Lightning nips at my heels as I race home
Wearily I stagger towards the song of her pale voice
Demons jeer my attempt to be free
Tell me I'm forgiven say you'll always be mine
Say that everything is over, tell me I'm fine...
No one deserves to live like this!
I touch your lips and stare in your eyes
You smile and it makes me fly
You are the reason my heart beats
Tonight it's just you and me...
Windows cast her gentle reflection
Her somber silhouette dances for me
Dear God, it's her!
Look at you, you miserable fool!
Get off your knees, your prayers fall upon deaf ears
Gods turned his back on you, heavens gates are shut
And now you're knocking on the devils door!
I've been expecting you for some time, sir
Allow me to introduce myself
I'm the one who pulls on all the strings, son
You're lucky I don't kill you where you stand!
This can't be real
Tonight I raise my glass
There's nothing left
For I know it's time to move on
All hope has failed
My patience will not last
I've lost my soul
Tomorrow I will be gone
And my personal favourite.
Beautiful In Blue.
Silence screams, "you're just so beautiful in blue"
Breathless stares escape your undying eyes
Are you blind to my sorrow and sympathy?
A piece of me will die with your last breath...
This will all be over soon for you are so lost inside
Glazed eyes long for the waves' embrace
Drawn to an end so near...
Far away are days when you smiled just to hear my voice
Why are you trying to run away?
My love, I can't find the words to tell you...
Drown all of your fantasies with your final broken promise
Silent angel crashes through sky, having lost sight of the stars
Regail me with your tales of lonely, bittersweet loss
Giving up comes to easy when hope is gone
I'll walk away so you can choke on your dying breath
But if you side against me, to hell with you...
Far away are days when you smiled just to hear my voice
Why are you trying to run away?
My love, I can't find the words to tell you...
The fear has stolen her heart as she wakes from her dream
Treacherous ink finds her lungs, seizing her screams
Numb hands now reach too late to take back the light
Far away are days when you smiled just to hear my voice
Why are you trying to run away?
My love, I can't find the words to tell you...
Far away are days when you smiled...
Seas cry out butchering this tragic soul without hope
Their frailty is broken and now fades into the blue...
Okay Thats All for now. Hope you guys enjoy the screamings, or not .
This is only gonna be a short post only sadly. So , Nothing much has happened lately , only the fact that is sleep like 23 hours a day!
Hurrah! Arsenal Whooped Shaktar Donetsk's ass 5-1 Woohoo! Great show of exquisite skill and class by Arsenal! hehe , All Arsenal fans pay tribute to Eduardo Da Silva! Scored against Arsenal at the Emirates for the 1st time.
Okay , lately i've just been soo lonely. Only been hanging out with Haseef. My rocker buddy! :DD . Gonna record a new single soon. From Dodo. Our 2 man band. Rawr. ALBUM IN STORES SOON!
HeheHuhu. Weelalalalololele. I dont know what to say anymore. Bored and lonely. Someone come and teman me laa :(
Btw , my cravings for the elusive Ramlies are back (Ramly+Brownies)
Disgusting huh.
This song is so stuck in my head right now. Whee. :DD
Okay! I went to Lick Hung yesterday for this carnival thingy! So many bad memories , the tortures and my silent screams through the halls still ring clear. Sigh , was i the only kid who boycotted homework? Teachers there do hate me tho. There , im like public enemy number 1. For the whole of standard 5 and 6 teachers barred me from going going to recess , mind touching the canteen. I know , i know , i was a pretty sad kid. Instead of recess, i had extra homework doing time in the "torture chamber". The room that has only 4 walls and a light , no windows , no fan , 2 rows of chairs , 1 table. Humid and pain while i did my homework reluctantly. Sigh , my primary days are scarred with teachers whacking me with giant canes. Once both my hands were whacked till bruised and swollen , making me unable to write , BUT , still i was forced to do my homework , i even begged for mercy. Ouch right. Okay , maybe i exaggerated a little too much there. But i had been whacked by a cane 100 times per hand before. Now my hands are forever immune.
Well, No Pain, No Gain.
Oh yeah , back to the carnival , was boring for me cause i only had a little time. MY SO CALLED "COUSIN" DESMOND TANG called me a paedophile. Maybe its because of my reddish hair and strutting about with a fake LV bag. Rawr. Really ? Me? Paedophile? SERIOUSLY? Well. i got a challenge to take pics with random girls which failed really badly cause of a fail photographer named LEON JIE. YES, all the blame is on you leon.
Oh , well. The only pic i took was with my new shy friend , Carmen Beh!
Oh sweet ! Please do mind the title , i know its cheesy! Wheee! KIDS! You know what time it is? Its Tang's weirdly Cheesy poems time! Rawr!
Okay , Im gonna post up some of my old works hope you guys like it! (and no , this time , the poems refers to nobody.)
Without you,
love will only be an illusion,
the thought of things you do,
i'll be sorrowed cause of everything's intrusion.
why does every step you take away from me,
the footsteps get louder,
maybe its just the thoughts of you,
that makes my heart closer.
take a step away,
watch the city in my heart burn,
all the mistakes i made,
maybe its something i'll never learn.
broken promises,
maybe its just love's deceit,
break myself,
shattered hopes fall down my feet.
i cant live without you,
why cant you stay for a while
dont go,
because all i want is to live for a while.
as days fade,
i want you to know how much you mean to me,
my angel,
i hope one day you will see.
i cherish every moment,
but sometimes i dont show,
i love you so,
That, I want you to know.
Hehe Huhu , i know so sweet rightt?? Yeah , i draw inspiration from what i see. I think of myself as a overly cheesy poet. Well, I cant get any inspiration now cause , im away from all these stuff. I'd rather keep it cool for a while. Whee. No unwanted surprises i hope.
Aww. Oh Well.
Sigh , Spm is near and im still doing crap. What a sad lazy kid i turned out to be.
Oh another lovely day for futsal! SS18 court. Definitely NOT my homeground. No stamina , cant play well. At least i scored a goal! After my horrific leg injury, caused by myself ( and maybe abit of nazrin's fault) OH WELL. I actually improved ALOT after getting injured, now i feel that my leg seems a little of a tad faster , but my reactions still sucks.
Went for a little pool and dota at Asia Cafe too.
Cant wait for the futsal tournament this Sunday!
Finally solved some of my financial problems.
I crave for green tea ice cream and only green tea ice cream. I HATE OTHER FLAVOURS . GIMME GREEN TEA! (good for my complexion)
And now , i have this lovely song. Love the lyrics so much . So meaningful
I swear that you don't have to go, I thought we could wait for the fireworks I thought we could wait for the snow To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt I thought I could live in your arms and spend every moment I had with you Stay up all night with the stars Confess all the faith that I had in you (I had in you)
Too late, I'm sure, and lonely Another night, another dream wasted on you Just be here now, against me You know the words, so sing along for me baby For Heaven's sake, I know you're sorry, but you wont stop crying This anniversary may never be the same Inside I hope you know I'm dying, with my heart beside me, in shattered pieces that, may never be replaced And if I died right now, you'd never be the same
I thought with a month of apart Together would find us an opening And moonlight would provide the spark And that I would stumble across your key Or break down the door to your heart Forever could see us, not you and me And you'd help me out of the dark And I give my heart as an offering (An offering)
Too late, I'm sure, and lonely Another night, another dream wasted on you Just be, here now Against me You know the words, so sing along for me baby For Heaven's sake, I know you're sorry, but you wont stop crying This anniversary may never be the same Inside I hope you know I'm dying, with my heart beside me, In shattered pieces that, may never be replaced And if I died right now, you'd never be the same
And I... Will always... Remember you as, you are right now to me And I... Will always... Remember you now, remember you now... Oh... So sleep alone tonight With no one here just by your side Sleep alone tonight How does he feel? How does he kiss? How does he taste while he's on your lips? I can't forget you I know you want me to want you, I want to But I can't forget you So when this is over, don't blow your composure, baby I can't forget you I know you want me to want you, I want to But I can't forget you So when this is over don't blow your composure, baby I can't forget you... I know you want me to want you, I want to...
Lovely Song! I fell in love with the song immediately !
Lala, i know they look emo , but still! RAWR.
Fearless, sleepless under stars Love pulls us back into our hearts Everlasting love ripped us apart How can we fix our broken hearts?
Oh no, don't go my shooting star These flashbacks drag me to the start This time we've pulled our hearts apart How can we fix our broken hearts?
Today's the day to take away our hearts To find a way to make a change in love Tonight's the night to wipe away our scars To find a way to fix our broken hearts
How can it be this hard? Far away is just too far For my broken heart (my broken heart) So wake up Sleeping Beauty I'll love you today and kill you tomorrow (I kill you)
How can it be this hard? Far away is just too far For my broken heart (my broken heart) So wake up Sleeping Beauty I'll love you today and kill you
Away from hope, so close to hate Away from love, away from fate Away from hope, so close to hate Away from love, away from fate
How can it be this hard? Far away is just too far For my broken heart (my broken heart) So wake up Sleeping Beauty I'll love you today and kill you tomorrow (I kill you)
How can it be this hard? Far away is just too far For my broken heart (my broken heart) So wake up Sleeping Beauty I'll love you today and kill you tomorrow.
Oh well. Another day passes so quickly. How i wish it was spm already. Cant wait for the freedom and happiness that awaits me on the otherside of the rainbow. Sigh , restlessness is kicking in. By the way. Im gonna do foundation in taylor's next year. Foundation in business. Not something i wanted , but oh well. Parents want me to do it. After that im off ot London. But all i want is to stay in Malaysia , land of nasi lemak and roti canai. Gorge on mamak food until late nights where there is ramly burgers to keep me company. Sweet! Im afraid when i come back from London i'll gain the english accent. Where i would speak like this. "Would you like a cup of tea?" or " Would you like sugar to that coffee?". Rawr.
Oh well. I cant wait for prom . Got a lovely date :P. And after prom. MY BIRTHDAY AFTERPARTY! RAWR. Everone and anyone is invited . I think it would most slightly be at ChillOut at Subang Parade cause its like 5 mins walk from Empire? Much much easier for people instead of MOS or Mist. Lalala.
Okay , i saw this super imba lyrics. Damn sweet. Okay , only korean fans would understand this tho. Unfortunately , im not one but i still got to know it thru someone. Enjoy!
Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought You don't answer anything as I cry out "I miss you" I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless
What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry? Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely? I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times
Don't look back and leave Don't find me again and live Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories I can bear it in some way I can stand in some way You should be happy if you are like this I become dull day by day
If we pass by each other on the street Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to If you keep thinking about our past memories I might go look for you secretly Always be happy with him, I won't ever get a different mind Even smallest regret won't be left out ever Please live well as if I should feel jealous You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened
I hope your heart feels relieved Please forget about me and live Those tears will dry completely As time passes by It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby I pray for you .
IM GONNA BE THERE SOON! LONDON! How beautiful the place is. (:
Im gonna be a super smexy Businessman one day. Watch out world. Cause im gonna cause the 4th economic meltdown. THE GREAT DEPRESSION IS COMING AGAIN CAUSE OF ME! Rawr :D
