I Found Love In A Hopeless Place.

Well , Its been so long since I've been blogging but this is a post made for my special someone :) . Well its like a fairytale story for me , its like we've known each other for so long and somehow after so many years of seeing and knowing each other , but not talking to each other maybe because I was too shy . Imaginary couple at the age of 7 made by our parents. I've fallen in love with my childhood friend , my best friend. She might be my first but i have a feeling she will also be my last. I might be an amateur in relationships and how to deal with problems and all but I'm sure of 1 thing and that is I'm in love with this angel that was sent to me. Never did i thought that one day she would be mine , never did i thought when i was younger when i was sitting across the table and wondering who the hell was that pretty girl that was sitting there and then a few years later she would be in my arms. When I first started to get close to her around a year back , i realized something , i have this hunch inside me to go for her because she might be the one, but i was scared , i was scared that she will turn out like the others who breaks me , i was scared to lose a childhood friend i just found and i just kept quiet about my feelings. It took me a year and 2 relationships of hers to finally get my chance , which i took it with everything i got .  It might not have started as well as I imagined it because of some interference from some friends , but I dont care because i just think is something like an obstacle or challenge thrown at us and we will go through it. People think it as easy come easy go , people think we're going too fast , so are you all saying that it was easy looking at the person i love go thru 2 relationships , being happy , for me keeping my feelings to myself and telling her that those guys are the one because she seemed so happy with them? Sacrificing my own happiness for the sake of hers? Think about it , if that was easy why not putting yourself in my shoes. 


Okay , this one's for you and me baby.

P.S I Love You Baby , Forever and Always. :)