Yes i am shortly back to blogging. Maybe because I have too many sleepless nights. Pressure is piling on me as my final exams are close , i do not give a shit about studying actually , all i want is to live to the fullest , and not stuck in an air-cond room everyday to learn stuff I will almost never use in the future just to get a shitty piece of paper called a "degree".
Sometimes i feel life is pointless , we live we die , whats the point of living when you cant enjoy half of the time you have left. Some people should learn to live it to the fullest. And that is not gaining knowledge in a classroom , it should be gained while exploring the world , while learning from real life experiences , not taught from other people's experiences and mistakes but your own. Life is becoming too complicated. People of the younger generation nowadays only fuss about 2 things , exams and crappy relationships. I mean , what the fuck are you thinking? There's so much more to life. The older generation only cares about making money and how to teach their children to make money by sending them to colleges to get fancy degrees so that hey can be proud of us and show off to people about how good their sons/daughters are. What about our life? Our life is built only to satisfy others but not ourselves. When are the days where self satisfaction is key?
They say self satisfaction is selfish , but if we are made to satisfy others, whats the point of living? Whats the point of living for the sake of others? The world is a weird place to live in nowadays and hopefully i wont live to see the situation worsen. I'd rather die than to live in a world full of weird mindsets and complicated but pointless objectives to live. Some youths think "love" and exams are the thing to die for , Well , fuck them , they do not know the meaning of living , pointless mindfucked people , mindfucked by the society around us , the weird culture.
Enough for today , im actually sleepy. Bedtime.
