Okay , my blog is like super dead nowadays cause i dont have anything to blog about. So imma do one of my classic emo posts.
So yeah, wondering what happened? I fell for the wrong girl again. It was super accidental. I really didnt want it to happen but it did. But i dont look back and regret , i dont live life with remorse. I did the worst mistake a guy could ever do. My mind was all mashed up and i did stupid things and i screwed everything up. All i wanted was to taste valentine's for at least once in my life. Maybe this is not the year.
Its true , i have loads of close friends that are girls , and i love em alot , they're wonderful , really. They are always there when im down , great friends indeed.
But. I really dont wanna ask much..or sound despo , but , but , i want someone that i could share all my problem with , a person i could sit down and talk for hours with , someone i could take for a walk in the park , or share with her a pint of icecream , watch a movie or have a quiet candlelit dinner with. Take care of her when she's sick , give her a different flower everytime we go out just to look at that smile on her face. Ah , how i long for that special girl to come someday.
Shit , im going really heavy on the ciggarettes nowadays , really bad for my health , but what the hell.
Oh well , enough emo-ness for today , tomorrow will hold better things . All i have to do is smile. :)
