Leave Me With Your Complications

Sigh , i really wanna know the antidote to what im facing now. Okay maybe i know it (money) but i doubt i can get it. Financial problems are killing me. I cant believe instead of studying my moral for my trials now , im watching an Arsenal game against Partizan Belgrade.

Im sorry , but i really forgot the sound of your voice already. I miss the times. But you're disappeared from my live 3months ago. No longer do you come and find me like you always do. Well, i really do miss the times , but whats past is past. I'll go down in your history as a person who, liked you. And you'll go down in my history as the person who rejected me. Haha. Finding humour in discomfort.

And (another person) , im sorry i havent been talking to you. Im just so shy around you and i feel that sense of pressure when i wanna try to talk to you. You're always around people, that makes situations worse! haha. woops. Just dont get me wrong , i really wanna talk to you. I just need to find the courage and way how to talk to you. (dont worry, i've asked for help) :PP

Oh , im craving for pasta!! Bolognese , Fettucini , Carbonaro , YOU NAME IT! Im soooo hngryyy. Hehe.


MMMMMM!!!!

Oh! Me and my good friend Haseef are doing song covers. We're hoping to release an album soon! Dont worry , we're not doing anything thats heavy metal or screamo or whatever. We're actually doing something light like Vanessa Carlton and Secondhand Serenade. Haha. Look out for us soon. We're called Dodo , Birdshit and I Cant Fly.

Okay , I guess thats all for tonight.

P.S, Goodnight World! :DDDD laalaaleelooleeleeloo.

Love?

Okay, i've been absent from blogging for so long that i cant remember when was the last time i blogged. This will be my most meaningful post i've ever done.

Imma Describe Love.

Love [ Love is the emotion of strong affection and personal attachment.^{[1] ]}

Love, sigh. How long has it eluded mankind's mind. The explanation above doesnt explain it all right? Okay, so , im gonna give you my view on this elusive emotion.

Nowadays, youths everywhere always complain about their "love" life on facebook. [okay i sound like a hypocrite] They say , Love Hurts , Love Sucks , Love is nothing but a lie. Love this , love that. Everything about this 'love' is so bad and negative. BUT LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING ABOUT LOVE. LOVE CERTAINLY DOES NOT SUCK! Love doesnt hurt people , only people HURT people. Love is definitely NOT a lie , people just misunderstood it. Love never cause pain, only people do. Most of all, Love Doesnt Walk Away, People Do. I just dont understand why do people condemn love. If it werent for love , we all defintely would cease to exist.

Okay. Let me tell you something about TRUE LOVE. Many teenagers MISUNDERSTAND puppy love for true love. We do not understand the true meaning yet. You can tell your girlfriend or boyfriend that you love him/her. You can tell that to them everyday. You can tell them you love them more than anything else. You can tell them your love for them is endless and forever. But it all comes down to this. No matter how much your mouth moves. No matter how much saliva you used up. Its still puppy love. You can see in 3 months or so they break up , and then rant about their sucky "love"life on facebook or twitter.

TRUE LOVE. I'll tell you what i consider true love. And no , it ISNT sex. True love is when you hug your parents. Its when you share a family moment , with your parents and siblings. Its when a parent looks into their newborn's eyes for the 1st time. Its when you look into your spouse's eyes and say meaningfully and confidently , When you fall I'll catch you. When you cry I'll wipe away your tears. When you're scared I'll chase away all your fears. Or Religious Love [The devotion of a person in his/her religion] . Many of us dont understand. True love is unconditional. You love no matter what the person done , you do not want anything back in True love. No, Nothing. Okay , people at our age would definitely want your partners to love you back right? Would you stay with him / her when he/she cheats on you? Or he/she went to have sex with your bestfriend to get revenge? WOULD YOU? Maybe, in rare cases. Or , I guess not.

Many people mistaken Mistaken Lust or Obsession for True Love.Well , i speak from personal experience. Well, I've learned from this hurtful experience. Lust and obsession kills. You'll just ended up getting hurt and then realizing what you have missed out. LIFE. Some idiots even go to some extent that they threatened with suicide. Stupidity.

Okay, Why am i so random? Doing this article? Well, i realised everything when i gave my parents a hug, A first hug in a LONG, LONNG time. And i shared a light moment with my brothers. I've been so stupid , I've been so ignorant. But now i know. For our age , family is the most important thing to us. Notice the little details and you'll understand. The true meaning. It cant be really explained , but it can be felt. :)


Found this in my brother's phone. The youngest one.



Ah, back when everything was so much simpler. My 1st best friend , Goh Chen Shen. I'm the one on the right. Wheeeeee :DD

Me and my cute little cousin! :D

Me and my family. Sorry the pic is so blur , cant find the camera memory card.


"Trust to take the right to leave me
Waiting under dark clouds for the rain
Praying lightning strikes a change
As history gets lost and
As I took that final breath I felt alive
Meeting god to stand in line, Never alone"





Thats all for now! Goodnight Sweet Dreams , World.